Overwhelmed
French press...no cream...no sugar...
Slamming down a very strong cup of coffee...I am going to need it today.
Sometime, I just get overwhelmed.
I am in the midst of learning a new tool for work - barely keeping my head above the water. It is exciting, but I am ready to be proficient. I am not a patient man.
Trying to get off-book for Harvey. I am playing Elwood P. Dowd. I am working on the script everyday...big rehearsal tonight - a run through of Act I. We can have our scripts, but I am ready to be off-book...but I am not off-book...I am close...not close enough.
Also going through a phase of worrying about everything. Everything. Sometimes the anxiety gets so bad that I have to just sit and breathe. It took me 10 minutes yesterday to calm myself and feel like I could open my eyes.
I know, I know...I can do this. Everything will be fine...blah blah blah...
Hopefully soon I can believe it.
Just sayin'
